I m trapped in a glass castle
With wings to my body but no way out
I look differenct, I seem different
Than others, To others
But not to him, Because he was my friend

He was my friend,
So he never looked at me with strange eyes
Neither did he ever spoke to me like I don't belong
He was my only connection to the outer world,
And he thought that he didnt belong the very world.

He was my friend, or still is!!!
I don't know, as now his eyes have changed
He can't see me no more
He has turned his ears away
I can't hear him
Is it that I stopped existing for him;
Or is it that my wings are catching fire?

I can't speak to him anymore
his voice used to make me laugh,
Make me dream, make me cry, make me shy
But now, I m hurt
And I don't know Why!
I want to tell him,
But I go speechless when I see him
Its not him but its me!
I m changing,

I wanted to leave this glass castle
Full of ice inside, no warmth, no love
I wanted to fly high in the sky
And breathe in the air of love
And flock my wings with someone
But now, I m growing weak
I can't feel my wings anymore
I can't sleep anymore
There is no dream
There is no hope
And so I m dying inside

I am but not weak,
But is it strong to not to tell
That I m dying
I m just suriving,
Just living coz I don't remember what it means to live

I meet different people everyday
They talk to me, and listen to me
But I still miss talking to my friend
My friend has a life too
And I never realised that
But now I do, So he is free, and I won't make him be with me

People tell me, that I am different
But I m good
Then why do I feel as if they are talking about someone else
Why don't I feel that very strenght and power in me anymore?
I want to talk but it just seems
As all that I ever had was only 1 friend
And now he isn't there,
Because I won't talk
As I thought he won't listen, he can't listen,

No, I have friends, many many many
But I listen to them,
But they don't listen to me
Because I took there ears as I gave it to him
So now I have no one to talk to who would also listen to me

I have so much to share,
Loads to say, but no one here
I m piling inside
Its now coming in tears
But it still there
The silence, the pain
What is causing
I don't know
I loved being alone
But not so alone

All I want is to talk,
To someone who cares
But I never let anyone care for me
I thot it was wrong
If anyone cared for me
I m not weak so I dont need anyone to care
To worry, to love
They say in the end you get what you sowe
I never let any warmth come near me
Or else the ice inside would melt
So now warmth doesn't want to come to me
As its afraid of being turned into chill
Coz of the ice inside this glass castle and
The cold filled heart and body of mine.