Winter winds blow outside my house 
Sulking in my sadness, I won't cry. 
You Laughed through the time 
but in the end, I will smile 

Black as a veil 
Is my shadow 
But I retort, 
For rainbow is what defines my ways. 

If 
Shining like gold is the soul of your son 
Why then! Purest of hearts take sacrifices inhumane 

Over the mountain, below the sun 
In the rain, during floods 
Heavy storms or lightning strokes 
She still stands 
Thrown from Eden on this earth, she still repents 
Not of the sin she partook 
But of the free will lost 

Are you there? Or have you abandoned me? 
I m your most beautiful creation 
Banished from your heaven 
I have survived, 
But is it time for me to breathe 

Me not a part of his body 
That can be shunned to darkness 
With an identity, I m the source of true life 
I m the only link to you 
Then why, should I suffer in hell 
Be alone in a crowd 
Not be a voice even in an empty hall. 

I finally retort 
Give me my due freedom 
As I m not yours to claim 
Beware, oh! image of magnanimity 
I m not alone, you gave me hell 
I exist from the sin forgone 
Till thee shall I pay? 
For the time has come 
To have my Eden without thee.

As she walked past the jailhouse door, 
She spied a man with head hung low, 
And all because of bolts and bars, 
His homeland he would never know. 
'I am a prisoner far from home, 
But if you'll only steal the key, 
I'll take you were the grass grows green, 
And make of you a great lady.' 
'I cannot go, I will not go, 
And be your great lady, 
For you have got a Scotland wife, 
And you've got babies three.' 
She's done to her father's stable, 
She's done to her mother's till, 
She's got the jailhouse key so large, 
And she's galloped o'er the hill. 
And as they galloped o'er the plain, 
It was "my dearling dear," 
But as they came to Scotland, 
Well changed was this cheer. 
'Oh pity, pity, pity, please, 
As I did pity thee, 
Or fling me from your castle's walls 
And break my slim body.' 
'But how can I have pity 
When you are just a whore? 
Now get you back to England 
Where I'll see you no more!' 
'Oh false and faithless knight,' said she, 
'I'll to my father's door, 
And he will prove to Scotland 
That I have never been whore.' 
Her mother, who was truly queen, 
She gently then did smile: 
'You're not the first, nor only one, 
The Scotsmen did beguile.' 
Come all ye maidens, young and old, 
Pray come, be warned of me - 
You can be never, never true.

An Ending of the Past

It rained a lot this year
The sun shone with its full brightness
There were shadows from the past
And flashes of the future
Questions were answered this year
And more were left without a say!!

Found love, found sadness
Found friends, found myself
Discovered new meanings for old things
Invented new beginnings from endings

It started with a sunny morning an year back
With new resolutions,
It went on to give amazing experiences
Some we hated, some we held on to
Some we learned from and some we let go

Things done and said
With a wish of a second chance
Relations made and broken
With an innocent heart

Mistakes done, regrets walked
Consequence incurred
Some decisions, admired and strong
Some set examples and some took lead
Old ways mended and Habits changed

Hands held and moments shared
Happiness lost but silence rare
Someone found with a ray of hope
Someone came close to fill us with hope
Faith shattered, trust regained
Respect earned and truth known

Myths broken and facts lost
Heart filled blood,
Beats a little faster

Paths collided and lost dreams
Unexpected happened like a blossoming rose
At night
Slept alone, but
Woke up with half the world

Day ended with hope of the morning to shine bright
Afternoon passed with a restless mind
Evenings came with romantic delight
Nights were darker with confusion of the mind
Midnights brought heart to draught
Leaving shadows for the moments passed
Some slept with lovely warmth
And some with a lonely dream

Yesterday it seemed
This year was the middle-end of my life
But today, I know
Its is the middle but not an End
It the mid point of new start,
Of new challenges,
Of meeting new people
Of having new relations
Of a new trust
Of a new path for my destiny
So tonight it ends, with a new beginning
Tonight I’ll sleep alone
Tomorrow I’ll wake up with a bang
And the whole world singing a new song

This year gave,
Happiness and sadness
Friends and lovers
Family and relations
I now look back and see myself different
I’ll look in the mirror tomorrow and will be different
There are no regrets, and no going back

This year gave me pain and tears
With thousands smiles and laughs
And moments to cherish that we’ll live with me forever and ever

I found some and lost some
But it’s just another start from the finishing line

I blushed and I shied
I was strong and weak
I was decisive and confused
And today I carry myself for a new a beginning
With more strength and more determination
I look forward for a new day with opens arms
And a smiling heart.

Welcome to a New Year!!!!!!

Interval in life!!!

You are no longer young,
Nor are you very old.
There are homes where those belong.
You know you do not fit
When you observe the cold
Stares of those who sit

In bath-chairs or the park
(A stick, then, at their side)
Or find yourself in the dark
And see the lovers who,
In love and in their stride,
Don't even notice you.

This is a time to begin
Your life. It could be new.
The sheer not fitting in
With the old who envy you
And the young who want to win,
Not knowing false from true,

Means you have liberty
Denied to their extremes.
At last now you can be
What the old cannot recall
And the young long for in dreams,
Yet still include them all.

Tell them it's me who made you sad

This is the end you know
The plans we had went all wrong
We ain't nothing but fight and shout and tears

We got to a point I can't stand
I've had it to the limit; I can't be your friend
You decided longtime back.

I ain't more than a minute away from walking

We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
I slowly realized there's nothing on our side

Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears that we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind
Out of my head,
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the friendship's gone bad

Another night and I bleed
They all make mistakes and so did we
But we did something we can never turn back right

Find a new one to love, its easy for you
Leave and don't look back. I won't follow
We have nothing left. It's the end of our time
There's no more rabbits in my hat to make things right

Just say it's me who lied,
And made myself blind to love that you never had for me!!!

No man can expect to find a friend without faults;
nor can he propose himself to be so to another.
Without reciprocal mildness and temperance
There can be no continuance of friendship.
Every man will have something to do for his friend,
and something to bear with in him.
The sober man only can do the first;
and for the latter, patience is requisite.
It is better for a man to depend on himself,
than to be annoyed with either a madman or a fool.

What shall I do, my friend,
When you are gone forever?
My heart its eager need will send
Through the years to find you never,
And how will it be with you,
In the weary world, I wonder,
Will you love me with a love as true,
When our paths lie far asunder?

Be kind to my remains; and O defend,
Against your judgment, your departed friend.

pessimism

Soon or late love is his own avenger.

Who can fear
Too many stars, though each in heaven shall roll--
Too many flowers, though each shall crown the year?
Say thou dost love me, love me, love me--toll
The silver iterance!--only minding, Dear,
To love me also in silence, with thy soul.

Love has no thought of self!
Love buys not with the ruthless usurer's gold
The loathsome prostitution of a hand
Without a heart! Love sacrifices all things
To bless the thing it loves!

I have heard of reasons manifold
Why love must needs be blind,
But this is the best of all I hold--
His eyes are in his mind.

Alas! they had been friends in youth;
But whispering tongues can poison truth,
And constancy lives in realms above;
And life is thorny, and youth is vain;
And to be wrothe with one we love
Doth work like madness in the brain.